I have opened my eyes

I have opened my eyes
Just to see the truth,
To find out what matters most.

To survive through life,
To learn how to trust,
After all these years to stop feeling lost.

To find myself,
The questions, the answers,
The doubts, the lies
Which are all disguised.

Confusion. Tears. Stabbing pain.
Pride. Presumptions. False allegations.
I am surely going insane.
All I see are just complications. .

Laughter. Dreams. Passion. Emotions.
Can I have them back once and forever?
Can I smile again like nothing had happened?
Can I love again like I’ve never been hurt?
Can I sleep again like the sweetest baby?
Can I see the life like I once have been used to?

I have opened my eyes
Just to see the truth,
To find out that nothing has changed.

That my life is the same,
That my journey goes on.

But don’t ask me
Where it leads.

I have opened my eyes.
All I wanted I’ve got.
Just not sure it was what I needed.
Have I found the truth?
Not so sure I did…
I don’t know.
I can’t say.

By lena

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